Saturday, April 19, 2008

i believe i can fly


just another flying dream - it was about time. (the earlier dream last night was observing a fat man chasing the young actress from gilmore girls from her tent while still in her sleeping bag. it should be clear why i choose to focus on the flying dream)

i jump in excitement from a dock to find myself over water, fully dressed carrying unknown stuff. i don't want to fall in the cold water. so i don't. i concentrate and hover. then i push myself up and then i fly. sweet. prior to flying from the dock i was with people i don't know that were oblivious to me. i was out of place. it was time to leave. ( 4 of those happy little girls dressed in white showed up again)


Sleeping Bag
represents warmth and protection. You are expressing a desire to slowly explore the realm of your unconscious.
Docks
suggests that you have successfully gotten through some tough times and emotions.
Flying
To dream that you are flying, signifies a sense of freedom where you had initially felt restricted and limited.
source: dreammoods.com


p.s. my worst nightmare attempted to call me twice on thursday, but alas, my voicemail was full - progress.

Friday, April 18, 2008

I'm Your Man

I was sitting to the left of Leonard Cohen at a bar in europe he was wearing a suit...i wanted to know if he would tour in the u.s. so i could see him. he said maybe. more of this dream i can not recall - yet. i have long been inspired by leonard cohen.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

a flying leap



having a meeting in an airstream with jeune and christianna and guillet and min - (my energies need rerouting - it's time). we hear a noise and then the airstream is being hauled off with us in it. a disgruntled man in an pickup is driving us off a cliff (or the edge of my building) - i'm feeling out of control -into san diego bay. we worry about surviving the landing....we grab mattresses to cushion the fall ...but we make a smooth landing on I-5 headed north...the driver weaves through industrial neighborhoods until a stop...guillet beats him up and shoves him down a chimney where he is stuck...

analyze that.


i'm here.... and afraid... of there...where the changes will take me.. will i survive?... i do...easily...and i have protection


so another premonition dream...it ends up that last night I find myself in a meeting on the 34th floor of 750 B street. looking out the window over san diego bay and the coronado bridge and point loma - the exact view of my dream. I am in a meeting with the san diego fine arts society - their first meeting -at the university club (jeune and christianna's business is future ink - guillet stopped by just before i left to the meeting to drop off my ilife 08. (i get it)

Friday, April 11, 2008

my worst nightmare

i met her. yesterday. she has no money. no assets. none. she has few teeth and those she has point north. her hair is a brillo pad died orange with an inch of grey roots. and she is angry and judgemental and blames everyone but herself for her predicament.

not a dream.. i really met her - she tried to get me to let her live in my house for nothing.
did i mention she has a bum leg..probably her left one.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

child of mine





white...happy and sleepy, playful, innocent... i'm in my childhood with my friends and family and all girls, lots of girls and I try to find my place and i am different. i like green. ..i step on turquoise - good luck, good fortune and male power in a familiar hallway...i am in transition... my dreams tell me so

sometimes


this looks like it could be a dream...just not mine

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

sailing into unknown territory



my fathers courage and zeal has me sailing to an unknown end, but i believe we will win, i believe we will succeed, but i am scared - so i focus, and put the money aside for safety and believe i can survive - i can concentrate - i can swim - i know how to fall safely from the sky - and i survive the fall and see the dry bag of money still there for me. But I must negotiate with the foreign feminine.
riiiiiight. (my left shoulder aches - not dreaming)

(a premonition dream - my first call on the 'dawne house for sale' ad - asks if i am willing to consider a lease option - "yes" - it is ellen from france that i am negotiating with - my foreign feminine - difficult for me to understand - unless - i relax, and breath and concentrate - because i do know french- i just forget - so rarely used in the last 25 years -yet i know... and later an invitation from one who could be my father - to sail again and sky dive - soon)